henry zane
to my unborn son
when we
found out we were going to have a baby we went to the Oakvale graveyard in
search of names. it was on a hill and
the road to get there was a single lane that tested your courage all the way
up.
we
parked and were alone. I was
simultaneously horny and slightly afraid.
I wanted to have sex and get interrupted by zombies.
we stepped
out of the car and began walking. my grandmother
is buried here, she said. there’s a lot
of history here. can’t you just feel
it. it’s like a slow motion wave, she
said.
it’s
true. I could feel the wave. I could feel it coming on. as if all souls buried there pushed a calm and
subtle breeze against the living.
she wrote
down possible names on the back of a receipt.
I had purchased toilet paper, tennis balls, cantaloupe and paper
clips.
I told
her I wanted the name to be tough whether it was a boy or a girl I wanted the
name to take no shit from anyone.
as long as we love it, she said, everything will be just fine.
but sometimes love isn’t enough, I thought. sometimes you need a cold stone name to say, fuck with me again and I’ll drag you out of here by your eye sockets.
as long as we love it, she said, everything will be just fine.
but sometimes love isn’t enough, I thought. sometimes you need a cold stone name to say, fuck with me again and I’ll drag you out of here by your eye sockets.
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